Hard to explain

Within myself I try to reach

And find the way I must live,

Catching the fire that’s burning the leash

Is hard to explain,  is hard to believe.

I walk in the dark and stare at the sky

I find myself in a deep blank mind.

I tend to be strong but this time I just cry

I just want to restart and leave the past behind

I Find within me

What I have to believe

What I was looking for was easy to see

Now here I stand ready to leave

But before I do I must say

Im starting again, the past is already blown away.