Hated

Easily the most hated explains why we never dated. Explains why I couldn't even get a hey always getting the cold shoulder. Only if you knew all the things I could do and I promise what I say is true yeah some days I do feel blue but I always feel a bit better when I think about you. When I think about how your eyes shine in moonlight even though they are as brown as the skin I am in. Am I hated because of my melanin? I also think about your smile and how every time I walk past you going to class I hated to see it upside down. But it's like you never saw me at all. Even though I was like the tallest dude walking down the hall. I really tried like every day to talk to you and get my way. But I'm not in high school anymore so it's time for me to close that door. I don't care if I'm the most hated I'm glad we never dated. Although there are times when I'll catch my self starting to slip away. I get snapped right back to reality about how much you didn't care. That's why you and that one guy make such a good pair. It's cause I'm the easiest to hate and you made sure I knew that and I stayed in my place. Good bye for now Grace.