Have you any idea...

Have you any idea how if felt, knowing you could never look at me and love me for who I was. Have you any idea what an episode it was, for me to have sat on the shower floor and had my face blend in with the rain. The burning feeling in my heart, filled with anger I was. I felt as if I had no where to turn and all love I once had was forever fake. I did not know that life would stop for me when you said those words. When you told me what your truth for me was. Have you any idea that those would have been the last you would say to me? Have you any idea how peaceful I finally was when I let myself go to rest? Have you any idea...