have you ever been on

have you ever been on the 

outside looking in 

into a world you don't know or understand

standing contemplating what you are 

talking about or what is going on 

onto the next chapter of life 

you go with out me leaving me 

behind as a past so quickly forgotten.

forgot me in the life you

were so quick to leave behind. those

terrible days for you were some of

the best memories i keep.

the only things i keep near and 

dear to me. i close my eyes and

pretend that this is all a dream but

wake to see the reality in the world

and the words i speak