Have you ever been so

Have you ever been so happy with a person
and out of no where had your heart broken
to be convinced this is the future
but to have it destroyed in a split second
over the power of text message?

I think people come back from that
lovers may be zealous but they are a resilient bunch
an emotional and scrapping alley cat
still, how am I supposed to do that?

I don’t think this has been an equal experience
you're off and having fun and feeling loved
I go on hike with friends and come back crying
because that exploration was a core part of us
you’re growing and finding yourself, loving yourself, being yourself
I am too, but it feels like I’m trudging through mud
I don’t have your easy answers and satisfaction
I just sit in my room with broken heart and broken dreams

Maybe what we had needed to end
but I really liked what we had
yeah, the bad was bad
but the good was great
and I was loved and I loved
I might not have known myself
but at least I didn’t have this hole
that I can’t cover up.