Have You Ever Felt..

Have you ever felt misplaced? Like you're suffocating in a small amount of space? Maybe felt like you were tossed aside left there for someone else to find. But now you're like a broken toy that no one wants, not even a little boy. Standing still in the middle of a fast moving crowd, everything will be silent then suddenly loud. You are invisible because all are looking right through, you scream and no one hears like reality is not true. Then you decide to bow down on your knees and pray then you discover that your world had turned to grey. All negative was at fault, but it was no one else's but yours. Used to walk around thinking your life should be an award. Then it all came crashing down too fast, then you saw you were no winner because you were always last..