Have you ever lost the one you love ?

Have you ever lost the one you love? Or ever had the feeling you actually might would? My baby Luke is in the hospital! In Chicago, St. Paul’s. All this time he was hiding these feelings these thoughts in his mind he didn’t even bother to let me know. After all he was going through and he tells us all that it is nothing that he is okay. I mean look at him now, he’s taking all these tests for his health. He’s getting them done by the best doctor too in Chicago. He’s the closest I have in my heart. I hope he’s cured all the way I mean I wouldn’t want anything happening to him. After all we have been through. How I feel about him is just so different than other couples. Our love is another story like a story everyone dreams of always having. He’s amazing and he’s always there for me. That’s why I’m always by his side. We both care and worry about each other. He’s very special. He’s all I ever wanted. We’ve been through so much together. Ever since the 6th grade. Luke and I are stuck together like glue! I will always and forever be with my baby Luke no matter what happens between us. We’re always together; we always find a way, a solution. He has a serious type of illness though. He acts like he isn’t going through anything. Which worries me even more? Our families even know each other and they know we’re together too. My dad treats him like his own son. I just hope he can come home for Christmas. I hope he feels better all the way. I hope we still are together..