Have You Ever Wondered

Have you ever thought about why your family matters too you so much and why do they do what they do for you to get by? Yes I always think about why do your parents want what is better for you. I believe it is because they been through a lot in their past and want you to succeed. Have you also ever wondered why they are so hard on you every step of the way? Well as of today it has been the most toughest for me to get by in class because of the family problems I have to deal with. I have never felt so stressful, especially to know that my both parents are seperated and are always having some problem. It just gets really annoying to the point where you get involved because as for me, I am a senior in High school waiting for my dream college to send me that acceptance letter. This is to the point where I need both my parents the most to help me out with what ever it is that I need. Having them seperated hurts me because they were once there to push me every step of the way, but now it is like I have to do everything on my own. I understand that once I go to college, it will be my responisiblity to do things on my own, and I actually do appreciate what my parents are doing, they are setting me up for real life experience to be on my own. I always wondered why my mom is so negative about things, I guess it is because she is just so against everything and she really doesn't seem so happy with life. That just brings me down to see my mom sad and stressed herself every day, I can not wait to pursue my aspirations to help my mother in the future. I want to provide more to her like she did for me. I always wondered what it would be like to have a nice stable family and prove those family members who thought I would not make it wrong, I have these high hopes and dreams to achieve, it would just make me a better person in life.