Having Hope in God

When things are going downhill and you struggle in life When u feel like nothing ever going to get better all u want to do is cry all night Wishing that he will hear your prayer Feeling so sad for what you done Hope that he will forgive you Wishing you could just end your life But i cant knowing he loves me and die for me Waking up and asking him for wisdom and strength So he can get me through the day and follow my dreams Having a smile on my face but deep down depressed knowing that only one men can change my life again Bcz he wont give me what I want but he will get me something better that I need.