Hayden

What do you think when your not with him? Or does he even cross your mind? What does it feel like when you hear him call someone else your name? Or does it even effect you? How hard is it carrying that much guilt on your shoulders? Or do you walk around weightless? It's one thing to have a child, but it's another thing to be called a mom. When you do think of him, what do you feel? When he calls you 'mom' what do you think? What do you see him as? A mistake? A burden? A gift? unexpected treasure? Most importantly, what does he see you as? Or does he even see you at all?