He loves me not.

He loves me. He loves me not. Why did I choose to stay? Hide my fears. Hide my face. I'm in pain, but not by choice. Why did you hurt me? Does this make you happy? I didn't choose this. I like to please you, but It's too hard. Look at me, Do you see those bruises? How could he hurt someone, that he loved. And I look at you, "Jared," I tried to loath you but I couldn't. I tried and tried to fight back, but I never won. I am weak. I’m not brave. Myself’s the only one I can't save. Is this how love should be? I don't want it.. I loved him forever, but it's my time to go. He will never change. He loves me, He loves me not, I now know I shouldn't stay.