he pray to you lord

the pain he had to endure is unexplainable unimaginable to those who never felt it not knowing the risk he took because no one didn't bother to tell him unthought of the decision he then needed to make if only he knew of the tears that was shed why is he not eating? why is he feeling the way he is feeling? why when he told him, he had to beat him? he said that he loved him as a son and together, they would form a father and son bond he say he didn't want him he also stated that he wanted him dead he continue to say those things to him he puts a gun to his head but in the midst of all the confusion he remember the tender nudge of his newborn he heard the kick then he thought of him all the lies and misleads he thought of his baby 1st he didn't want this but this is reality he chose he will never have to see him as far as he should know he had a son not for anyone but himself he wanted his father to die for all sorrows and pains he caused him his baby and him will live their lives through prosperity because he is not who his dad thought he was his life won't live through the eyes of his father this is his 1st son he either loves him or leave him alone in case dad forgot, this is your grandson his son, his legacy the new world in which they'll create without the presence and existence of abuelo the man he could've show him to be he is his father-his 1st born determine to end the vicious cycle of violent tradition of beatings he'll be alright being both dad and granddad