Heady Steady Maddy !!

I cried for 48 hrs straight ! nothing healed me , but dirty as laundry ! It just kept getting in the way! Wondering how I could paste thoughts ! Before they handcuff me , And I prepared a getaway!! Murder I thought , Heady steady maddy !! Trying not to get caught behind , Tempted charges and Tempted cases ! Was I wrong? Or was I just so empty mentally ? My train of thought was not there ?? Who birth ? Who created you ? Who loved you for you instead of the lil petty material things ? Unlike we did or do ?? You where made from us ?? You get protected by us ! The pain in my eyes the pain in my body ! I hurt each day my ribs never seemed the same!! Heady steady maddy !! Trying to put feelings away ! Do I want in no I dont !! People lie to get by , When they find out they , Was wrong but also not right !! Than you would know why !! Majority I look forward in my future , Cause it's not comfortable being anywhere near you!! Only if I could get away with tempted charges, Like they do ! They must be perfect as fuck ! But for real fuck you and you too! Cause if you knew better you do better , For real for real , It's not worth the challenge or weather ! Cause I'll tie them together like A Dblock and a hot girl ! You can do you !!