My heart was coped up in ice and loneliness.
My heart began to fall into the darkness of winter
Everlasting for eternity, 
My heart in a icy box.
For eternity....
No longer beats due to 
The exhaustion from shivering .
From receiving little cracks of hope...
Open and closing to the wrong warriors..
They failed .
To save my heart .
And most importantly to save me... 
My heart didn't want to be loved 
My heart wanted to be misused 
To be mislead through every sin.
That was my love for my heart.
Loneliness sunk into my icy box.
My heart shed tears through every shiver.
The shivers through every wrongful touch.
My heart grew weaker into the abyss..
Quitting.
Slowly.

dying 

painfully