The heart does what it wants I guess
I hate that my heart yearns for you
It will look for in the hallways of our overcrowded school
It wants to give itself to you again
Let you break me
It searches for you in the corners of my mind
And it’s relentless
I can’t go a single night without dreaming of your perfect face and your intelligent mind
I hate that my heart only wants you
I’ve tried to get over you but it’s stuck in the same cycle
repeating, replaying, and making me stay in this prison of you
I hate that my heart won’t take a break
It was perfectly fine a day ago and now it’s back on its shit again
I try to mute it
I avoid you completely
Steer away from your gaze
Your touch
Because i know as soon as you even look in my direction
My brain melt and I’ll go right back to loving you