HEART TO HURT

I always kept mum Knew was in best of my cursed luck I try to forget But thing flash in my brain Clouding my spanking thoughts To have been positive throughout I'm tired now I lack dignity, self-esteem I don't revere me anymore When I looked into the mirror Normally, used to see me smile Now, where is the smile? Illuminations strike on me sparkly Weird, they leave me in dark then like right now Now it feel impossible, invincible Heart and soul can't stand each other anymore They hardly star each other Like I dispute is their now condition I want a reprisal Or more than that