heart pt 1

Learned lessons from terrible patterns

kept the crystal ball, future lost, looking for magic

crossbred between love and hate it's just so tragic

looking for truth but lies is all I have and

confused in a drunken state of mind

looking at the clock turning I'm changing time

facing myself in a shattered mirror, my image hard to find

facing forward but I'm continuely walking behind

I'm just confused in different directions

my mind is asking me all this questions

searching around for my confessions

of the days of my depression

when tears was my expression

and happiness was one of my repossesions