Heartbroken

Am I nothing more than just a notch in your belt,

Did I give you the excitement you needed for a short time,

Was I only a place holder in your life until you no longer needed my services,

 Was your love for me real,

Or was it all a joke to get me to give into you so you could hurt me,

Did I not please you or give you everything you dreamed of,

Am I too soft hearted to even be considered as your forever,

Did you get off by watching me break,

Did it excite you to see me hurt and beg,

Are you happy that you wasted my time,

Did the kids names and the plans not mean a thing,

Was it all just a joke,

Did you never feel a thing,

Tell me was I just a quick fling to keep you occupied,

Was I️ ever really what you wanted.....