Heartfelt Apologies

It confuses me so how feelings come and go and I’ll have nowhere to go but down

A steep drop occurs nothing to preserve I’m vulnerable and I’m about to fall to the curb

Wind throws me back and forth as I act as nature’s ragdoll

I have nothing to pad my fall

Sometimes my near death

But these feelings aren’t strong as they once were

I was so tempted to act on these thoughts all it would take was a jerk

A blade would become part of my body

Taking place of where my heart use to be

So give someone my heart but destroy my brain

I swear I’m a good person

I just think I’m insane