Hello, My Name is Hopeless

How do I put this... I haven't slept well in days, Yet I'm always in a daze My mom says "it's just a phase" Society just chasing baes But here I am just finding ways Get myself out of the maze Tired of seeing J's Of reading texts with K's Being criticized by gays On the ground my body lays Hard work (not) always pays Trying to get A's Pointed out with "Hey's" Just trying to catch some rays Trying to be like model displays Dealing with all my school dismays In my mind my music plays Wishing for some earned hoorays Ignored throughout the subways Tired of questioning myself always... I call myself hopeless.