Help me understand all of this time

Help me understand all of this time I know that I played and I did the crime Help me decide on things I need to do I know that I strayed and hung out with the crew Help me maintain the best that I can I know that I'm glad that I never ran Help me deal with things that are hard I know that I'm bad and am forever scared Help me control my mouth and my mind I know that my spirit is what I need to find Help me to accept my past and my wrong I know that my will can hold on and be strong Help me confide in the dreams that I have I know that I think they're impossible to grab Help me respect things I don't want to see I know that I can say no instead of agree Help me provide for the people I love the most I know I haven't been standing at my post Help me believe that I can do better I know that there's someone to do it with together Help me with patients for all of my time I know I have strength while I'm still in my prime...