help me yang
Dear, Yang
I'm stuck in this room man I cant get out
Shivers down my spine, without a doubt
I'm stuck on this bed
I'm locked in my head
My soul, my body bruh I cant get out
When I'm finally gone bruh I start to panic
I'm sinking, I'm drowning this shits satanic
We both fighting demons man how romantic?
I jump you, you jump lets hope we land it
I know you'll be fine but don't leave me stranded
I need you so much fuck I cant stand it
They say yin calm down bruh, you're losing your mind
But maybe I'm awake I just see the signs
Everything you have has been built to destroy you
I grow with every second cause of what I'm exposed to
We're starting over again no guidance no plan
They say the worlds at an end
So lets just pretend
Like we did everything right
Educational fights
neurological lights
Forbidden knowledge in sight
I go to sleep because my dreams give me a break from my fears
But when my dreams turn to nightmares my realities clear
Almost eight teen time for me to pick a career
I needed guidance
But they gave me the wheel and said steer it
And now they talkin but I cant push myself to hear it
The youth is speaking but our words just echo right back
I'm talkin to these walls just to learn that walls hold facts
Because we're stuck in a maze
The kids that we raise
Stuck in society praise
Prayin its only a phase
Makes it even harder to say
That I'm okay ancestors paved the way
Thankful for where I stay but
I know you feel so grown, i know it sucks to be alone
They say there’s just no place like home
How when a home just ain't a home
So baby just pick up that phone
And tell yin what’s going on
Yang I'll do anything to make sure that you finally got your own
Gave you my heart why you treat it like a motha fuckin loan
Anger issues sorry bae, I’ll just tidy up my tone
Thinking I love you between every broken moan
You my backbone I could never leave you in your zone alone
I say it cause this is more than lust
More than trust
Its way above us
Way more than love
But how we reach it ?
Even I don’t know
But I preach it And teach it
In hopes one day our kids Will read it
And come to a home that is a home
Where nothings really wrong
Where we sing laugh and stay up writing songs
Where peace isn’t in a bong
Where no one has to stay strong
-Yin aka Talannie Richardson