Her dad

I see him hug her all the time, I see him love her all the time, I see him with her all the time, I see him caring for her all the time. I want that I want someone who cares for me I want someone to love me I want someone to hug me and tell me everything will be okay because they will fight anything that happens to get in my way. Her father isn't the best person but he isn't the worst. However I see how good of a father he is to her and I just wish that I had that kind of relationship with my own father. I see myself looking at him as if he is some sort of hero. Someone I admire and someone I wish I could have love from like she does. But in reality it is just because I wish my own father was that way. I'm never going to receive love from him. And I probably won't receive that much love from my own father. But I guess that's okay.