Her Now Flawless Self

It all started when she was little 

A small, shy quiet different isolated fragile and even brittle little girl that really didn't like food 

The pickiest eating child any parent could have

It was soda, juice juice, soda, she loved it

Her and her microscopic mind saw this perfectly fine because food was not so magnificent in her as it was to everyone else Her mama's concerns turned into actions and those actions were vitamins

 

As time changed, she changed 

 

Those vitamins started kicking in 

Her diet was basically still the same only a tiny bit of meat every now and then

But those bones your were able to see on her 

You couldn't see anymore 

She was getting bigger 

Her 

Her soon to be flaw

 

As time changed , she changed

 

Mama started buying her clothes a little too big 

Not paying attention to the size of her clothes 

But only imprinted in her mind that she was just big, her flaw, 

But really 

She wasn't 

 

As time changed, she changed 

 

She started getting bigger than everyone in her class in 

Height (flaw)

Weight (another flaw)

At the time it didn't bother her because no one seemed to realize it 

 

Then the people changed

 

Kids joking around

"You're big" 

Her flaw she noticed

"You're tall" 

Another she noticed

But you know what 

In those jokes

There is truth 

Their thoughts 

Of you 

Of her 

Her looks 

Her 

Joking on her flaws she hated 

 

As time changed, she changed

 

The way she dressed

The way she laughed 

The way she walked 

The way she carried herself

However, it all was for the good

She was better

To others 

But what really matters 

She was better to herself 

Her flaws were better 

 

As time changed, she didn't have to 

 

No more searching 

She is her

Her flaws are her

A part of her,

Without them

It wouldn't make her

 

She is not perfect

She doesn't have the perfect eyes

She doesn't have the perfect head

She doesn't have the perfect lips 

She doesn't have the perfect neck 

She doesn't have the perfect breast

She doesn't have the perfect stomach 

She doesn't have the perfect hips

She doesn't have the perfect thighs

But she do have a perfect love to love all her

Flaws and all 

 

They are her

 

She has grown 

In mind and size

Thoughts come here and there 

But you know what , it's okay 

Like the song say, " I woke up like this, flawless" 

No makeup 

Bare 

Her 

Herself 

Just flawless 

 

Let no man or woman change your feelings about "your"self because it's your "self"esteem

The judgements of man doesn't matter

Which her young mind didn't realize 

She changed, for the wrong reason, but it was okay

She built her

Her look on herself 

Her "flaws"

Everything in her life happened for a reason 

Not only did she find her true self

Confidence grew in her 

In her 

 

I am her 

I am flawless 

I am me 

My now flawless self