Her Pain

When will you get it

When will you see the pain

Yet alone feel the way she feels

Until she starts cutting her self deeper and deeper

Til a broken heart is in her normal routine

Until the cuts she had scared herself reaches her soul

AWhen will you give a chance to the girl that sees you as her better half

When will you treat her like she's a queen of a kingdom she calls your heart

GIve her the value she saw herself when you said themk beautiful words I love you

Treasure the love she has bared for you through the pain you encountered her to feel

When will this nightmare finally become her fairytale

She has dreamed of a better life with you, don't you see 

The tears she shared with your pillow at nights were of pain

Pain of lies

Pain from cheating

Pain from the pedestal she put you in

This pain that through time doesn't heal

All she wanted when it came to you 

For you to transform that pain into growth, into love, into happiness

You once showed her you believed in the love she feels

You showed it at one point she was your everything

So what now?

What changed?

Is it their attention or is it the fame?

No love that someone can give you will amount to the love she has been trying to show you

She faught every battle you put her through

Everything you throw at her she took it

So what now?

Will you put yourself in her shoes

Just for a split second

TRY to feel the pain you put her through

CRY the tears she let out nights after nights

Give your all to something you felt there was nothing there

Nothing in return

When will you get it

When will you see the pain

When it's already to late

When she found someone new or yet alone when she's taken to heave by the almighty father 

And all you will have is memories and what ifs

All you think about is when I should have gotten it

When I should have seen her pain.