Here thinking

I sit here and think, what is it that keeps me here?

im not the same as any one else, I am myself.

i do good for myself and no one else. 

So please tell me why I'm here thinking and not out there doing?

i know I'm your last and only, but I know when you see me doing you will be proud of me.

however upset at yourself or not letting me do me and keeping me here sitting and thinking.

im here to stay and I won't leave you alone but let me grow up and be myself or myself.