Hero Complex

My mind has a crack, It's not one you can see. It is silent when it attacks, do you know how painful it can be? I curl into a ball, I dare not to move For fear the dam will fall For fear of everything I could loose. This is why I am kind For who knows what pain Is hidden behind That smile they feign. I want to save you to make you smile It doesn't matter who If only for a while. I suppose I have it That Hero complex. That tiny split, How much it affects! To save the day To save a life Like a hero in a cape To block the knife I guess that little tear Is better than I thought It is something I can bear, because of the Hero complex I got.