Hidden
You told me we were something and that at some point, miles would mean nothing, that you would always be there to hold me up when everything else fell apart
You had the balls to tell me you loved me
But it’s so much easier to be with someone who isn’t made up of anything except a reputation, except a skin covered in foundation
The girl you met through my destruction the first time around
The type of girl I wanted to protect you from
And I guess it’s easier to say yes to that in the long run, even though I know what you told me
I memorized those words backwards and forwards, in every dimension
And I’m pretty damn sure you know what you meant
Or maybe it was your ‘self profound ego’ talking
All you left me with is heartbreak, all you’re going to leave in the long run are the same scars that everyone else did before you
But I keep asking myself: why the hell you did believe he’d be different
Maybe because I met you before your ego formed
Maybe because late night rendezvous and all the trends of teenagers did not
apply to you then
Maybe because you saw me when I was invisible, and helped put back my pieces, attaching yourself with them
But I shouldn’t care, because you were never mine, and we got so good at hiding those feelings
We didn’t let them show when it mattered most