him

Those hazel eyes that confuse me
I hate you I love you I hate you
I'm so confused about myself
I look into a mirror
I see those hazel eyes with warmth
I want them for myself but I can't
I try to forget them in my sleep but can't

In my sleep I see those eyes
They're on a tall dark figure
It tells me to follow him but I hesitate
I know if I follow I'll hurt myself
I sigh it off and follow
Those hazel eyes kept me warm
Now they love another while
I still love him why?
Puts me through pain and still love him
I scream loud but no sound
All I see are the broken promises
I hate you I hate you i hate you
I love you I love you I love you
It's a war in my mind of confusion
You cause me pain but I love you