Hold on just a few more days....

Some days will pass and trust me it'll feel like trash, but you have to get up so the stink doesn't rise up to your mind. You have to hold on like your life depends on it, Oh wait it does because the true meaning of life doesn't need to be said for you to realize you don't belong anywhere but in bed all alone with no one home. Sometimes you'll call people your friends, but do they know that? Sometimes you'll wish a dark gloomy hole will swallow you whole but all you can think about is how no one would care that you aren't even there. Sometimes you'll think of hurting yourself, but you know you won't. Sometimes you'll want your voice to be heard but the feeling doesn't feel nice; it feels embarrassing like everything will spill within a second of your voice being heard. I know that one day you'll get out of the dark cave you've been in. Sometimes the mindset needs a little cleansing to make the bad thoughts go away and I know you reading this can make you feel the same way you did before you felt like you were getting thrown away.