To you,holding back,not giving up your all thinking you're protecting yourself is everything to you.

Fighting,fighting against you only self.
Trying to fight the fact the fact you've fallen so deep in love with her with him....

That you can't hold your breath when their around.
When you look in their eyes,their touch you realise that you whole heartily love them.
And when you miss them it's much more.
#HoldingBack.
-@enock