when I'm trying to do lots of homework
and i'm completely overwhelmed
i hear your voice in my head
telling me to make a list.
when i call you on the phone
i tell you i'm okay, but
i really just want to crawl into your big bed and cry in your arms.
i miss your voice so much
but i don't have time to call and ask how things are going.
i wish so hard that I was with you.
i bring myself to tears
wishing i could just talk to you for hours
or watch our favorite shows
or laugh while we go shopping at all of our favorite thrift stores.
i wish I could have paused time
and stayed home forever.
i wish i could always just be
your favorite daughter.
Your only daughter.
i miss you with my entire being.