Hope to be yours

Soon you'll be nothing to me, I'll always say soon since that day has not yet happened, Perhaps one day I’ll show you I’ve changed and one day I'll finally swallow you down without any guilt, I'll get over those brown eyes the deepness that plants a fire in my heart and brings peace to my mind Maybe one day I'll get over you, I'll get over those brown eyes — the depth that plants fire in my heart — your touch, your smile stuck in the walls of who I am. I'll get over the fact I could never just run away and that I was just a game to you but that's not what you thought maybe you liked me because you didn’t know me but you truly didn’t try to know me and see from my perspective You truly didn't want me at all didn't you, You could've given me a chance to show you what others don't truly see, You would be able to see what I loved most and that includes you, but sometimes God changes his ways to make you move on in life and if I do end up doing that I'll know it's because you didn't have the same intentions as me, I would've loved you like no other I would've made you scared to even make eye contact with me and even asked me where I wanted to eat, I would've shown you my world, and you could've showed me yours. I'm not saying that can't happen, but I don't know what to even think either way It'll just bring me to where I began once again but just give me a chance, and I'll show you that I just one day wish to be yours and yours only till the end of time and till we're together in every lifetime after this one over and over again.