Hope who?

        Dear my supposed sunbeam, 

I actively daydream

still about you

do you actively daydream 

still about me? 

all of my dreams seem

better and better

do your dreams 

get better and better 

or do they seem to be

lesser and lesser 

-- October

        Dear my burnt out sunbeam, 

I refuse to day dream 

can't give myself hope 

about the same these

i'm on a slippery slope

-- December