This feeling of hopelessness has yet to elude me. It has been here for too many sleepless nights and groggy days. I loath those around me who embrace one another's hearts as if to never let go. The little things don't count when you only see the big picture: pain and lost. Saying I've lost the light in my life is like saying the sky is blue. True, but trivial. To you. I long for a time when I can look at the sun and smile. To see the pure essence of it and know essence of my life isn't you.