HOPELESS

Lately I been feeling hopeless , 

Lately I didn’t really feel like my self , 

Sometimes I just lay in bed feeling skirt for myself , 

Sometimes I cry alone when nobody around , 

Sometimes I don’t speak , 

Sometimes I stay close off in a room , 

Sometimes I DONT have the strength to move , 

Sometimes I can’t move my feet , 

Most of the time I’m up thinking all night , 

Most of time I just watch time go by , 

Most of the time I’m blind to the world , 

Most of the time I cut the world off , 

Most of the time I’m a homebody , 

Most of time I just wanna be cuddle up , 

All In still as I lay in bed I feel hopeless even with all these thoughts , 

When it rain I feel hopeless , when it’s sunny I feel hopeless , 

I always feel hopeless no matter what I do, 

I always feel low no matter what I wear ,

I always feel hopeless no matter where I go or who I’m with, 

I always feel alone even in big crowds , 

As I lay in bed a tear run down my cheekbone as I’m trying to understand why I feel so hopeless 

It’s like all hope is gone , 

It’s like I don’t look forward to nothing good anymore , 

I feel hopeless listening to music , 

I feel hopeless when I’m in the room in the bed by myself , 

Sometimes when I feel hopeless I cry myself to sleep , 

Sometimes when I can’t get a peace of mind I write , 

Lately I just been feeling really hopeless as most if my whole world was tooken from me , 

I feel hopeless about life , 

I feel hopeless about my dreams , 

I feel hopeless about where I’m at in life , 

I feel hopeless that I don’t owned nothing , 

I feel hopeless I’m not where I want to be , 

I feel hopeless that I keep putting my time and energy into the wrong person ,

I feel hopeless that I keep giving people room to snake me , 

I feel hopeless that everybody around me living their life , 

I feel hopeless that I’m stuck in the middle of no where, 

I feel hopeless after all this time nothing got better everything got wrost , 

I feel hopeless that I’m gonna just say it is what is , 

I feel so hopeless that I don’t have the strength to intertwine people foolishness, 

I feel so hopeless that I pray for strength, 

I feel so hopeless that I feel weak , 

I feel so hopeless that prayer became my Bestfriend.