Hopeless Abyss

All you ever showed me was love

The smile you had,when you walked my way

The protective hug, when you embraced me

I appreciate it, every day

All I ever showed you was love

The way I laughed when you made a joke

The way I trusted when rumors were spread

I hope you appreciated it

All my heart ever wanted was love

Feeling wanted by someone when the world felt cold

Feeling cared for when I was all alone

It beats fast everyday, no matter what you said

All I believed in was you

The trust I put

The love I gave

The hate I endured

The belief you loved me

All I wanted was someone to love me

As if I were the world to them

As if I were the most perfect thing

As if I were beautiful in every way

All I got was hopeless tears falling into my dark abyss

All I hoped for was love

My heart waits for an end

I wait for a man that will love me this way

All I got is lost minutes that won’t ever return to me.

I hope I will find the man of my dreams.