Hopeless World

Some people told me hell no.. Others said don't go down that road. Many got tired of me, And told me leave them alone And a few said wait until I'm ready. But that day, that day I listened to my heart And let my mind decieve me I know its my fault. Nothing will change. The first time it happened I couldn't even think But to think it has happened again I can't even breathe. Terrified and vulnerable I am. To have someone enter again, in the same way Changed my life I now think of myself as.. No purpose Day by day I wake up and wonder Was it the love I thought I had That brought me outside Only God knows How could I be so stupid To think that love was in the air Apologies were accepted For that single moment. Things happened fast, time and pain flew. No one will ever understand how I feel No punishment There's a future ahead For one so young Bad things happen The Lord gives his biggest battles To the strongest people But I'm not strong anymore My life has transformed I should've just gave up But who is idiotic enough to let go of a fantasy? This happened because a dream lead me To where I wasn't supposed to be Some people said were not destined Others said give it time Many wouldn't even listen And a few said when we have to wait