Hospital Feet

I took the pills bottled in their orange cocoon I kissed each one hoping their flight to my uterus might be a swift one flutter away this doubt this regret this heavy feeling in the bottom of my throat emergency contraception HIV, full STD test no one had to tell me unprotected sex is obviously not something to fuck with but niether is my heart and look how well i protect her my confidence is balled into clammy hand while the doctor inserts forceps except for my chest i feel no pain just ashamed that this had to be my wake up call.