How Could I?

How could I be the only girl who understands you. How could I understand your trials and tribulations you've been through When no one seems to want you,I was always there How could I care whenever you are in a situation I know we had our ups and downs But that won't stop us from acting like clowns How could I love you till the end And you are my lover, everything, and my best friend I thank God for you being in my life For every second, minute, hour, everyday That you change my life in every way How could I let you go, when you are so close to me How could I be thinking that everything we did was meant to be Crying black tears from my eyes Sad but still I rise Won't let depression get to me Moving on with life I need to see My mind goes crazy when I think of you I don't know why-a reason nor a clue There's so much I want to say But there's something getting my way This is really getting bizarre But I need to reach my star Out there, in the sky, so far I will always miss you when we are apart and love you from the bottom of my heart