How could you?

How could you?-

Turn you back on me when I needed you the most? My heart felt like it was damaged, and I thought that you can heal my broken heart. Our love was supposed to be eternal. A love story that we can tell our future kids. You learned everything about me, just to stab me in my back years later. That's the most hurting feeling a women like myself could ever have in life.

How could you?-

Make me take long walks knowing that I have serious health issues? You always rushed me out of the hospital when my type 2 uncontrolled diabetes was really bad. Never gotten me a birthday gift since we were married. You spent five year's in a prison cell  for a crime that you did/didn't do. The way that you abused me mentally, physically, and emotionally is unforgiveable to me. I still have the scar on my right arm reminding me that you are crazy and a psychopath beyond my craziest nightmares. Of course I stepped out of our marriage. Didn't expect to be three hours away from you for so many years.

How could you?-

Tell me that you love my son from a past relationship, don't buy him anything unless my family or me had to beg you to get it. A real men would take care of his child, doesn't matter if we are married or not. You will alwys be my first ex-husband. But, I must be happy for me and my future husband.