How do I

How do I part one How do I Stop what I'm doing Start preparing To get in my bed Turn off the lights To cry Thinking on my past self teams in my life So much turmoil In my eyes Woukdnt know what to do Cause back then those who said I love you Had me screwd But writing helped me get through With my queen of a mother I was happy indeed December 23 She last gave a hug to me Next day a day before Christmas she left us to go heavenly place of distance I'm just remembering Her The rock and protector of my world Part two coming soon Mommy please guide your wisdom and strength to all the gentlemen in the ladies in this family Bring us back to reality You departed is scary The truth I find How do I