how do i feel

Listen closely to this cowards beating heart Do you hear the thump, no? How odd... Maybe because I'm heartless A creature not born of mother. A soul filled with a blue so deep. My feelings don't matter, everything is about you, I come last in everything because I'm too kind to let you fall lower than me Yet I crumble under the sheer weight of your problems and I feel helpless yet apparently I made a difference? I am sad yet I don't admit it. I'm too weak to carry on I'm too strong to give up I'm too angry to make a choice I'm stuck alone, crying, numb wanting an exit But this mirror I'm stuck in is but a reflection I don't see anything beyond the borders of this shattered glass... And it'll allways remain this way until I break... Break out.. From your chains...