How do I part two

How do I part two How do I Give in face my not so right temptations I know if I do what I'm facing How do I Let go Mature to live go see another day as grown Only a few years in this Ready to break this relationship How do I Sleep Stop daydreaming or having nightmares of my mommy The hold on me can't enjoy the life with out her apart in the physical Of life How do I breathe When I lay down I lose oxygen can't sleep These dreams is too much for me Even think of my deceased daddy Wondering if he with her or an another part Those parents if mines got my heart How do I