How does it feel?

How does it feel? How does it feel to be a determined, young, black man in this society? Sometimes it just doesn't feel real. How does it feel? For that oppurtunity to prosper, I'd probably kill. Not literally kill, but kill. Kill all the hatred and the oppostion. Birth a better life to put myself in a more prevalent position. How does it feel to be wishing? Sometimes it just doesn't feel like I'm here. Wishing someone was here to lend me their ear. How does it feel to have problems vanish, then re-appear? Trying to hold back your cries, when all you can do is shed a tear. What's life without fear? Fear of failure, fear of change. Fear of obstacles, fear of pain. How does it feel to feel again? Although I'm troubled, I must sustain. Before I lose it A peice of mind I will gain How does it feel to bare the rain? How does it feel?