How does that make you feel

Once again, I'm staring at a blank wall
wondering, if I'm ever going to fall
Feel like your falling into despair?
And that your mind, heart and soul wont ever repair?
How does that make you feel?

When you've lost someone you love
And they've moved on to up above
Does it make you sad?
Does it make you mad?
I know how I feel
I feel pretty damn bad.
But tell me.
How does that make you feel?

How did you lose your loved one?
Were they killed or old?
How bad was they damaged done?
Does your heart feel super cold?
I know how it feels. 
But tell me.
How does that make you feel?

So please don't leave me hanging
while inside my heart it aching
Please, just come banging
and my heart that hasn't begun breaking. 
and just tell me.
How does that make you feel?