this is how i feel

As the darkness closes in i feel hopeless as a single tear stolls helplessly down my face the sun freezes my soul in the middle of the day is my darkest hour fear annihilates my dreams the moon silently laughs at me through its ominous glow in the indiglo sky while the trees sway as if to point at my weaknesses if anything can help it is hope yet hope is freail one mistake can shatter it just like my spirit it is in filtrated by nightmares my subconscious tantalizes my feelinga as if im reaching my hand out for salvation but just leaves me hangin on a single thread the comfort of my snowy teddyb ear takes away some of the pain yet no matter how many tears i cry no matter how loud i scream no matter how much i want to dissapear you will never know everyday i hide behind a mask of deception its a mask lying staight to your face when i want to cry i hide behind a smile when i want to slice my arm open i hide behind a random fact when i am scared i will laugh but soon this will b e just a bunch of useless words