How I feel

I feel soulless,

angry,and sad.

heartbroken,and numb.

cut,hurt, and torn.

mindfucked,toyed with,I feel like a pawn.

im upset, I'm brainless, I feel like I could jump,

and enjoy the fall.

I feel like I've been stabbed,

tortured by someone mad.

I feel like bacteria,like a pest.

ive been shot in the heart,

and left for dead.

I am cancerous,

mateless,and without a friend.

I feel like I've been tarred,

like an idiot,

hit in the with a bar.

i feel like she doesn't love me, 

unloved, and depressed.

like I gave my heart to girl who wanted to hurt it.

i feel ran over, egoless, without pride.

i feel lifeless, 

like King Midas.

im hungover on love,

bitten, 

chewed up,

and spit out.

like a truck with no engine,

a football with no air.

I am sleepless,

and can never eat again.

I am full of hate,

I feel like a shark,

my soul,

has gone completely dark.

I feel unprotected,

Dreambroken,

But all I say,

Is that I'm fine.

I feel like I can't talk,

like a rainbow with no colors,

no leprechaun with gold.

I feel like a mosquito,

cold-blooded and dead.

I have her stuck,

deep within my head.

I am an elephant, 

my tusks are gone,

im a man without boots,

a hunter without a gun.

Im yin without yang,

lightning with no thunder,

clouds without rain.

I feel like curdled milk,

cheese past its date. 

Like a book with no pages,

a man with no wife.

Im like a pen without ink,

a pencil with no led,

my heart has been declared dead.

I feel like my journey is over,

like im in a nightmare.

Im a house with no people,

the king of the dead.

I am unwanted, 

tired and red.

I am the mortar,

I hold up the sky.

people laugh,

and I slowly start to die.

I am hades,

banned from my throne.

I feel like Chernobyl,

with gamma everywhere.

I am a prisoner,

I talk to nine tails,

all he requests is to be out of the cell.

I am a fallout shelter,

I let no one in.

Im like a vampire,

I wish to sleep my life away.

Im invisible,

Im shunned,

and im brain dead.

I feel like I've been neutered,

im buried alive.

im like a candle,

that no one will light.

I am the sun,

people barely notice I'm there.

I feel as if someone should care.

I am addicted,

I can't let go.

I am a bubble,

popped by a sword.

im like a latrine,

people must think I smell bad, 

for they won't touch me,

have I gone mad?

I have been cheated,

I am the Aztec sacrifice.

I feel like a criminal,

left in the dark.

like a disease, 

A widow with charm.

I feel like a cop,

Who has lost his badge.

Im lost in the triangle,

I cannot see.

I am a pond without water,

a hive with bees.

I feel like a mantis,

as if she will eat my head.

I feel like TNT,

tossed in to explode.

Im a fish with no water,

a lock with no key.

I feel orphaned,

I need help,

but knowing me,

ill refuse to tell.

im a lighter with no fluid,

I go to the trash.

I am Apollo,

and Artemis is dead.

I am Kronos, 

tossed into a pit,

Who was once my father,

who now is dead.

I feel like my veins,

have been dried of blood.

I feel like an ogre,

No love,

no free.

I'm like a condom,

never to be used again