How I Feel Every Day

January 15, 2015

I feel sad every single day,

Deep inside I'm full of pain,

That I'd hide from everybody,

In everyone's eyes I'm a worthless and a nobody,

I'd tell a lie to all my friends,

They'd ask if I was alright and I'd say hell yeah you know imma fighter til' the very end,

But when I go home I'd go to my room and start to cry,

But by that point I'd ask myself why in the hell do I still have tears in my eyes,

I knew I was alive but I felt dead inside,

But I always kept a smile on my face to keep everyone happy,

Adding insult to injury I'd sometimes pretend that I'm laughing,

Sometimes the pain gets so hard I wanna fly away,

Away away I just wanna fly away but then my alarm would ring and I'd awake,

Then I'd realize it was a freaking dream,

Oh how bad I'd wish it was reality,

People say they know me better than anyone else,

But how the hell you supposed to know me when I don't even know myself,

I look in the mirror and always see a failure,

My life is a scary movie just wait for the trailer,

People say I'd live a better life I do drugs,

So I did I told myself I'd only do it once,

But here I am 2 years later in the same place,

With the same stupid as look on my face,

At home and school I feel so isolated,

I drank so much my pupils would get heavily dilated,

I do all this because I wanna fit in,

But ever since I have I don't feel right in my own skin,

The measures I go to try and fit in,

I wouldn't be surprised if my life started to cave in.

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