How i feel now that you're gone.

The love I feel for you now is more than expected

I sit and think of all the time I took with you for granted

If I could go back in time and change what happened you know I would

But I can't no matter how hard I pray that I could

I would help you ease the pain after all it's only a state of mind

Eventually it would have gone away all you needed was more time

Time...the time I spent with stupid stuff it was such a waste

A waste or time and energy gone and yet I'm still Here only by God's grace

As I sit here in class tears roll down my face

But they will never compare to the amount on that day

I guess people go though this all over the world,but it's a first for me

And to have another day like that I wish not to see

But unfortunately I will and I'll have to cry like that again

Still it hurts so much you'd think it was a sin

They say tears are suppose to clean the soul and mind

But for me all it does is bring up old times

So much fear pain and heartache in a single drop

They need to escape my body or my heart will pop